So basically winter has had its up and down's already;
love life...
october - the guy ive liked for ages tells me he likes me - SCORE.
november - he makes me feel SO special, yet I'm constantly confused with the way he acts?
december - he tells me he doesn't have the same feelings as before, I ask why and he says that famous yet unbelievably aggravating line 'its not you, its me' im sorry, but it must partly be me..?
happiness is not what i expected.
school life...
had mock week, 11 exams in 5 days - HELL.
aced my p.e exam - A*, only a* in the year, 92% - something I can finally be proud of, you'd think...
apparently not, the judgmental people in the school may think I'm 'showing off' I'm 'too big for my boots'
resulting in me constantly bringing myself down.
social life...
I've actually had quite a good social life in winter so far - a few good parties, but they're going to be hard with this guy there every single time. YAY me...
new year party soon - myself and my best friend are going as cavegirls - original I know, but what else are we meant to come up with - two weeks notice is all we were given?!
So yeah, for those who were interesting, thanks for reading, hope your winter has more ups than downs,
merry christmas xoxo
